HELLO FRIENDS.

I AM BORED OUT OF MY SKULL.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !



(I love HC love I)

I MISS IXYS 4 LIKE MAD.

and i dont even know them THAT well.

I hope orientation in hwach will get better (ie. friendlier and funner D:) My OGL's really nice though, he seems to really want to bond the group, not that I can blame him.

GAHH IT'S SO FRUSTRATING TRYING TO MAKE FRIENDS WHO SEEM TO BE HAPPY WITH WHAT THEY HAVE.

In fact, I kinda miss the 3 other appeals from vj. They were so naaaaaaaaaaaaaaise )':

PLEASE EVERYONE, PLEASE WATCH BURLESQUE.



IT IS SO EFFING AWESOME THAT I AM ONCE AGAIN RENDERED INARTICULATE.



JUST LOOK AT CHRISTINA IN THAT PHOTO UP THERE. DO YOU NEED FURTHER CONVINCING ?!?!


I've never been a fan of Aggy, but seriously this movie totally raised my respect for her. Not only is she the epitome of Vocal Perfection, she's got the acting chops too ! I was (pleasantly) surprised :D



Yep so, go watch it, seriously. It's flashy, loud, and complete with a star-studded cast. Plus, you will never look at Christina Aguilera / slutty outfits the same way ever again.




STANLEY TUCCI !! and Cherrrrrrrr

HOMGAHHHH HE IS SO HOT IN THIS MOVIE. AND IN EVERDAY LIFE.

And Manda+Megan came to stay over for a Johnny Deppathon ! Have I ever mentioned how much I love Johnny Depp ? 8D Sweeney Todd & POTC are the best best best best best best.

Oh. And I'd also like to add that despite all the whining and fretting over mep practical and composing,





I GOT A1 FOR MEP BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY


AND DISTINCTION FOR HIGHER MUSIC WHOOOO





WHO SAYS IM NOT GRATEFUL FOR MY RESULTS HUH.

So ... I got my results and I made up my mind.

After talking to damn a lot of people, I decided I'm gonna take the jc route after all. I mean, I can always take poly courses after jc, or even transfer to NP if i want to. Plus, open house(s) today played a big part. Let's just say the choir people in hc are really nice :D

GAWD I HOPE I CAN GET IN THOUGH. Of course I'm extremely grateful for my grades, but i cant help but wish I had gotten just one more A1. That teensy weensy rise up the bell curve would frickin eliminate all my worries right now D:

I PROMISE I'LL STUDY HARD AND NOT FALL ASLEEP IN CHINESE (which i, unfortunately, have to take in jc -sob-), JUST PLEASE LET ME INTO SLIPPERY CLOCK/ FLOWER WORM.

And I wish my mum would stop trying to dictate my whole life. I dont fricking want to do BCME okay. Irritating.

So ... I went to Ngee Ann Poly Open House, and that was probably the worst decision I ever made. Because of that, I am now completely 100% torn between going to jc and poly.

People keep telling me to follow my heart, and though I keep making excuses for the other one, I guess I already know where my heart lies. But apparently that's just not good enough for my parents. I really hate the fact that they refuse to try and see things from my point-of-view, or even acknowledge my interests and likes. Is it really that wrong to want to pursue something I am honestly passionate about ? And though they deny it, I know it all comes down to one thing, face. If I do go to poly, they'll lose face. It's a hand-in-hand thing.

If the next time I see you I say I'm in poly, would you judge me ? Would I try to make up for it by saying it was my own choice ? The answers are pretty obvious.

I dont know. Is it me being stubborn when I say I have no interest in being a doctor/lawyer/banker/BIGBUCKSMAKER ? I just want to try my hand at what I like (and what I presume I'm good at), see if it works out and hopefully spend the rest of my life doing it enthusiastically. Is jc the only route for me to achieve all that ?

All this is pretty redundant considering I haven't even gotten my results. Hope everything falls into place after monday.

shit I think I'm starting to like you.