CHRISTMAS IS HERE (((almost)))) !!!!

And what better way to get into the spirit of Christmas than with a lustful Christmas wishlist

Top Lusts of this month include:

1) This perfect pair of black boots from bxtwxxn.com (it took so long to finally find the perfect black boot!!)

2) ASOS Live Wire Nude ballet flats with the wide ankle band that I personally find extremely feminine and just so lush (http://www.asos.com/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=3160439)

3) ASOS Boucle Blazer/Cardi - can I just say that even with the gazillion cardis that I have I don't actually have a chic comfy one like that (http://www.asos.com/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=3256400)


Yeah I know Christmas is 3 days away and I never get presents from anyone apart from my family but idk, just in case anyone who happens to want to get me something pops by this space, I thought I'd help them out a little....

You know, what with the season of giving and all.



(I'm a UK5/EU38 in shoes and a UK6 in clothes, btw.)

hawlidaze are here at last THANK GOD bye guys off to gold coast for a week :>

I know I'm incredibly short on time, but I've just been rapidly revising materials regarding Martin Luther King Jr's speech for 2005, and I'm just... unbelievably moved. I could also attribute my strange hormonal extremities to the fact that I HAVE TWO PAPERS TOMORROW AND ONE MORE FRIDAY MORNING but I swear that's not just what made me tear.

I've never really been good with words when trying to convey my feelings - too many; too grossly intertwined in ways only females could possibly understand (IT's over tho!! hehe). But it is an incredible feeling, truly, to have Dr. King's words reverberate in your ears, and to feel what he wanted everyone else present at the march to feel. I'm not usually such a nerd that I'd start publicly advertising my study material but if you're feeling like having one of those heart-swells-cos-of-feels kind of nights, (and you're in the mood for something a little more intellectual than a chick flick)(although 80% of the time I'd still go with the chick flick), here you go:

http://www.nytimes.com/2013/08/28/us/the-lasting-power-of-dr-kings-dream-speech.html?pagewanted=all&_r=0

http://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b0395qvq 
(this particular link's incredible - it's merely an audio of his speech, but with different global figures relating to his purpose speaking portions of his speech. The part by the boy shot by the Taliban was particularly gripping, imo)


Sometimes I wish uni weren't so academic-based. I'd really like to just learn things through self-discovery - it makes for more impactful learning anyway.

/Disclaimer: only posting this now cos i was too embarrassed to open blogger in the library and also there was no internet anyway cos i can't figure out how to work wirelesssg for the life of me/

This is crazy. I’m sitting here in the library trying to cram three subjects into my head and it suddenly just hit me that I’m in university. Surrounded by other hardworking Singaporeans it made me very conscious of who’s studying what, how old everyone is, and all of a sudden I’m just incredibly aware that I’m currently at the highest level of education in Singapore. Oh my god? How the hell did time fly by so fast, what the frark happened to my youth? I know I’m still young but… dude my real youth is gone. 20 NEXT YEAR. This is all happening so fast omg I don’t want to have to settle down in the next 10 years where is my life going!?

It’s really just crazy when you sit down to properly think about it. I’m about to be done with my first semester as a university freshman – 6 months that I first embarked on with apprehension have come and gone, I’ve made new friends (some I feel I can even really trust now), everyone else has made new friends, in different countries and continents; we’re all officially taking these gigantic baby steps to carving out our desired career for our futures. All of a sudden it’s just too much to take in, and I’m overwhelmed. And at the crux of it all, I guess what I’m trying to say is… I’m scared. I wish Life would just take a giant chillpill and let me enjoy my share of it.

Sigh, it’s as that goof farmer on youtube said, Reality hits you hard bro.

[Edit: here's the video i really do love schmoyoho]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FCSBoOcGFFE