I don't know what to do anymore everytime I think things are finally going well you just have to go and mess everything up. I'm so tired of all the screaming and crying I think I've finally exhausted all my hatred for you. Don't think I've never considered just ending everything before; but I'm just so, so tired. I want to run away and never come back. I don't love either of you anymore and this time I'm so sure of it it's scary. All my life I've been trying so incredibly hard to please you why can't you ever see that.