Disappointment. In friends, in results, in myself. But mostly myself.

Sometimes I think how easy it would be to just walk out onto the road at that opportune moment and just be rid of everything.

I call you but you're not home
I can't seem to talk to you anymore
You wouldn't understand

Feels like I'm losing the 2 people I thought I could count on my entire life. I've never felt so alone before.

There are so many bigger problems and worries happening out there in the world, and I have the fucking nerve to feel miserable for myself. Talk about being a selfish piece of shit.