Kay so this week has been ... productive ? I'd like to think it has. I finished Group 1's farewell presents ! Hooray, getting started on the greens' now and I still have no idea what to give my sop ones. Oops.

On the topic of choir, I'm seriously sick to the stomach because of a particular section. After talking to Lynette, I realise her words ring true. They think they're good but the only thing they really are good at is poaching all the good singers from other sections. Whenever they're bad, they reshuffle, so it seems like their standard is being constantly maintained or whatever shit. Happened during blues' year and it just happened again. Whatever, I guess I shouldn't care so much, considering I'm not even part of sn choir anymore and therefore have absolutely no business sticking my butt in but if that's how a choir works, then I'm kinda glad I'm not part of that anymore.

Like, wtf okay, the whole of this year sop one was suffering and going through so much shit and there were so many times I felt like breaking down and just giving up. I got so helpless I even approached joey. She told me to ask for a reshuffle but in the end I didn't. I didn't want anyone to get reshuffled out without even getting a chance to properly prove themselves and besides, who likes getting reshuffled ? There you go, living proof that I have morals. But not this section, oh no. First thing they do when they suck is go for a reshuffle. God.

And I don't even know if I miss my sop ones because so many of them are not there anymore so it doesn't even seem like sop one anymore. Ugh.